Saturday, August 6, 2011

Am I a psychopath, if not what if anything?

My past has put me into situations where it required me to be manipulative and emotionally distant, since I've been out of that scene I've noticed more traits about myself. When I'm asked a simple question rarely do I give a response and I just stare at them until they go away, and if I do respond it is never a direct answer. Often I give the popular belief or deflect it in a philosophical way. While in conversations I say outrageous things just to examine the reactions of people, I tell people certain lies to see if they spread and to who they spread to. I'm constantly in a crave for stimulation, I find clever ways to insult people and often make other people feel bad for things they shouldn't feel bad about and I enjoy it. I put myself in horrible situations to see if I can get out of them, I am an excellent liar. I've been to a psychiatrist and psychologists and I find ways to detour conversations and end up manipulating them. I'm sort of becoming concerned for the people around me and I'm 16

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